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It was back in 7th Aug 2002 that i first laid eyes on him. There was no 'turning back' since then. Through him i've learned so much, with him the world seems brighter and because of him i've found much more than love. Forever and always... Absolutely Bae Yong Joon ! 처음사랑 끝까지...

Sunday, August 27, 2006

양실장님 생일 축하드립니다 !

미역국 먹었어요?




잘 드세요..

건강 많이 조심하시구요

행상 행복하세요

양실장님 우리 다시 만나면 점심을 사 줄게요.

오게? ^^

언제나 미소를

처음 사랑 끝까지...120%

+++++++++++++++

a year older and wiser...
wishing him the best of things in life...


btw..i still refer to him as 양실장님 'yang siljang nim' = manager yang
even though now he should be refered to as 양이사님 'yang isa nim' = director yang
ive called him yang siljang nim ever since i met him n i kinda like the sound of it too
so i'll just stick to that. ^^


Thursday, August 24, 2006

boy meets girl ^^

just wanna show u tis...

found tis on daum shopping n i really like it






so cute eh? ^^

but too bad its only on internet shopping ㅠ.ㅠ....

if u r interested its click here



If thou shall visit...

im still not 'over' yet with my 'pain'...
but i found tis piece of writing in baeto

dairymom unni reposted it..
so i tot i just share with u ppl out there ^^


don remember where tis was posted at that time since i was zero korean back then

but i remembered reading the translated version done by priscilla somewhere..
priscilla is another great fan who used to
do various trans work for the oseas fan
i havent been in contact with her for a long long time..
anyone of u out there who still keep in tou
ch with her pls send her my warmest regards

the original korean version was written by 'nadooya kanda' nim
im not really a fan of shakespeare cos i cant seem to ustand those 'thou art' kinda lgg
but tis one is really nice...so i hope u like it too..

here's both the english trans and original version...

****************************************


URGENT...... We shall take care of production cost....

From: 나두야 간다 (Me too, I'm going)
Date: 2002.11.22
Translated by Priscilla

Dost thou needst female extras?
Just knock at BYJ's official site
Everything is ready: from elementary kids... all the way to the elderly.

Dost thou needst male extras?
Just knock at BYJ's official site
Everything is ready: sons, friends and boyfriends, husbands and fathers.

Dost thou needst a devout Catholic or a foreigner?
Just let BYJ's official site know
overseas fans are ready to leave everything behind and come running.


What else dost thou needst?
Just write a few words at BYJ's official site.
There is nothing that cannot be done.
Thou shalt be cutting the production cost
(Ahhh!! Shalt not spare any cost on Mr. Yong Jun)

Thou shalt be doing us a service too.
Thou shalt be rich by making a BIG HIT.
Thou shalt kill several birds at once.

Art thou still not interested?
Consider this "BYJ Corporation" carefully:
Bae Yong Jun's Official Site.
If thou honor us with thy visit we shalt be most thankful.
Amen...


제목: 긴급제안이오.........제작비 절감해 드리겠사옵니다

나두야 간다
2002.11.22

여자 엑스트라가 필요하시나이까?
배용준 공식홈에 살짝 대문만 두드려 주이소
초딩부터~~~양로원 세대까지 준비되어 있사옵니다

남자 엑스트라도 필요하시나이까?
배용준 공식홈에 살짝 노크만 해주시옵소서
자식들 애인들 친구들 남편들 부모님까지 준비되어 있사옵니다

혹시 천주교 씬에 외국인도 필요하시나이까?
배용준 공식홈에 살짝 귀뜸만 해주시옵소서
해외팬분들 만사 체쳐놓고 달려올 준비되어 있사옵니다

그밖에 뭐 또 필요한거 있사옵니까?
배용준 공식홈에 글자 몇개만 치시옵소서
안되는게 없을줄로 아뢰옵니다

제작비도 아끼시옵고 (아!!용준님께는 아끼면 안되옵니다)
팬들께도 서비스 하시옵고
대박나셔서 돈버시옵고
일석 몇조가 될지 모르겠사옵니다

이래도 관심 없으시나이까?
심사숙고 하셔서 '주식회사 배용준'
배용준 공식홈에
일차 왕림해 주셨으면 감사하겠나이다
아멘...


*************************************

u know...
there's really absolutely nothing u cannot find in BYJ's Corp...
or should we say BYJ's Family? ^^

seriously...i think u can just find anything everything...almost maybe...
or maybe REALLY EVERYTHING in BYJ's Family...

u wan tall u get tall
u wan fat u get fat
intelligence..u'll find it
professionalisme (dunno how to explain tis but anyway..:p) ...u'll find it
simplicity...u'll have it
extraordinary...u'll be amazed by it
i mean..u know what i mean??

and that very last sentence..
i guess its what evone is hoping for...


"If thou honor us with thy visit we shalt be most thankful.
Amen~"



Wednesday, August 23, 2006

'Dory' came a calling ;p


i really hv no idea why im babbling today cos i hv absolutely nothing in my mind now

why? well...ive been kinda sick these few days...am down with *'kamki' ㅠ.ㅠ..
and i hv this 2 gigantic mouth ulcer...
one on the left of my lower lips n the other on the side of my left inner cheek !
so ive been deprived of food as i cant really eat properly. cant even sleep the other day cos of the stinging pain. believe me its *'chin cha chin cha apuda' ㅠ.ㅠ....

so my brain kinda shrunked bcos of all tis..i mean..what can u expect from a shrunked again '120% shrunked brain' to work? no idea? go ask Dory :p

*kamki (감기) = cold
*chin cha chin cha apuda (진짜 진짜 아프다) = really really painful

oh dear...what am i doing telling ppl of my pain...
no point doing so cos no one can share the pain with me n u wont wanna share it :p

anyway anyway...it has been quiet too thru out baeland except for some 'not supposed' to be 'exposed' news of TWSSG that has now been shovelled evwhere...
so *김 감독님 정말 죄송합니다 ~

*김 감독님 정말 죄송합니다 = really sorry PD Kim

bb's back from here aussie trip so its back to 'bae-info days'
youngsun unni was her #2 in her fanmories
i hv my own share of great time with unni n inn..
bb was asking why there's always 3 of us n me calling inn my twin...
hahaha...well i dunno but inn was my very first very close bae-fren...
we do share a lot of *'choum' u may say so i guess thats why we r twin...
why always 3 of us? mmm...why ar? eerr...i dunno la...
if u r reading this unni...do u know why? ^^

*choum (처음) = first time

i was reminded by a sister that someone's bday is not tis weekend so i'll hold my celebration :p

anyway again....i really dunno what im babbling here but its just feels like ages since i last babbled but someone was commenting that i was kinda quiet lately so i just tot i wanna let evbody know that im still alive.

hey..i hv yet to meet my other half so i'll make sure i'll stay alive ^^
oh gosh! im already 30 ! samsoon says a woman should get married at least by 30.
goodness i guess i'll be an old maid la :p

ahh..btw the way...
im still watching over my banchans and im so happy im gonna meet one of them next month..yippee !!!

and oh...anyone of u like kangta? he'll be in town next week. will i be chasing?
well i dunno....ever since he partnered vaness i was like....eeerrrr.....
ok la their songs together are kinda good but im not really fond of vaness lor...
any vaness or F4 fans? sorry ar...

so...so be it ! i gotta go before my temperature rises.

goodnite to u in the nite n good day to u in the day

annyong from an old maid in KL ~

Sunday, August 13, 2006

looking back....

i actually had no intention to babble about anything today

but having this Kim Bum Soo (one of my fav K singer) singing in my ears now...
it somehow makes me feel a litlle sentimental...haha i dunno if its the right word but..it somehow feels that way...i guess that's how good Kim is...he never fails to gets me drowned with his singing.

in fact its his song playing now in the bloggy...보고싶다 = I Miss You
some of u may be familiar with it cos its part of the OST for Stairway to Heaven starring
KSW & CJW :p

i can really cry just listening to tis song. remembered when there was one time..3 years ago? cant remember but i was listening to tis song while looking at some YJ pics and suddenly there were tears... my~ my~ i dunno why...i wasnt crying....but there were so much tears...phew~
talk about having feelings for a man who don even know u exist :p

so anyway....
as i was saying Kim makes me feel sentimental so let me just look back on those years for a moment...

oh~ i almost forgot..im in my 4th year now being part of Bae family ^^

it was WLS that got me started and tis particular guy that got me stuck !



guess it was tis very smile that touched my heart. u know how when joonsang first appeared he'll hv tis 'oh so cool' n sad look on his face? then when things got better he eventually started to smile a little. it was that very snow throwing scene he first had with yujin where he was really SMILING and laughing and making that famous *wink*

THAT was what killed me and banished me to Baeland !

huiyo..i tell u..i was oh so really really soooooo *'lum' at that time i almost melted in my seat.

* lum (canto) = in love. err i actually don really know how to explain tis but u ustand rite?. can somebody out there help me pls.

then i discovered Jaeho. my dear Jaeho...



guess there's no need for any intro to tis 'remarkable' guy. don think i need to explain why i love Jaeho so much. i still remember how sad i was during his final days and how so so so heartbroken i was when he din wake up from his 'sleep'. my mom got worried when i couldnt stop crying and she kept saying 'aiyo its just a drama la. just acting la. don be so chisin !'

well i wasnt chisin. i was REALLY heartbroken ㅠ.ㅠ.....

anyway... 4 years...wow...4 years...can u ever imagine urself being a fan of a star for 4 years??
yeah i know i know we all are fans of some other stars for so so long but hv u been THIS serious? do u DO what u are doing now for other stars??? i thought it'll be just another wind passing by but....it was some wind that just refuse to blow away~

guess i should be considered as among the lucky ones.
having join the family at a time considered to be 'early' especially for the overseas fans..
ive got some of the warmest 'welcome' i could ever get from the family
there weren't many oseas fans back then so the kind of reception i get from the korean family was just amazing. from those simple 'hello how are u? nice to meet you' greetings some of us have now grown to be really close.

some of those great sisters just never fail to surprise u. tis was one of the biggest surprise ive ever got from one of them.



when i first got it i tot it was just a really nice photo that the sis has sent me. but on 2nd look at the pic...i shouted and evone in the house just yelled at me ! really don expect to get something like that after only 2 months (see the date on the pic) being his fan. i was even more touched when she told me how she got me the auto.

later..as the family gets bigger and he got more n more popular...i too got to know more n more sisters all around the world. i wont do a fan-mories like bb's doing cos i don think i'll be able to write as good as her so lets not ruin my fan-mories with my lousy writing. but im especially close to some sisters and they know who they are ^^
moreover...if im to write a fanmories i wouldnt even know where to start or who to start with. allow me to say that...i think the number of ppl ive met all these years as a baefan may hv been one of the most. im not trying to boast but i think its something im really proud of having to meet so many of you. though it may just be a short 'hello goodbye' meet but to me its the 'eye-to-eye' meet and togetherness that matters.

of cos to those i were able to spend some really good time with...
it was really really *jongmal jongmal something that i'll never forget...
even if IF one day should i decide not to like YJ anymore..(will i??)
the moment and the memories will forever be part of me~

*jongmal (korean) = really

a fren of mine was asking me some questions yday nite. n i know very well that she is one of those that don agree with me over all these BYJ stuff.
how i answered her? well lets just say...she sensed that i was a little upset but realised that im still sane n am having a good time ^^
and lets just say she's just worried why im still single. who cares??? bwahaha :p
but u know...the things i learned as part of the bae family is something u cant get out of the 'ordinary life'.

one thing for sure..ive learned to hv more patience.
u know...being a bae mafia one must be wise as to what they should not hear and what they should be listening...what u should be saying and what u should not be telling...how u should be behaving and what u should not be doing when u meet someone.
having met some of the 'highest' ppl (fans included) of Bae family...
i'll say it is those things that keeps the family together. family ties....Bae-ties

oh dear what am i babbling about?? :p

hmm...maybe i should stop babbling here before i go way way out...

before i go...pls allow me to say a BIG thank you to everyone of you out there who's reading tis.
thank you for being part of the family. thank you to all sisters who knows me.

THANK YOU !~

I LOVE YOU ALL !~

ps : sorry if im being a little mushy here but with his song ringing in my ears i just cant help



Tuesday, August 08, 2006

reason why im babbling now...

bcos im watching a horror movie and....

and im damn blardy scared !!!! 무서워 !!!!!!!!

yeah yeah u must be asking why am i still watching since im so scared
well bcos its a KOREAN horror so thats why.

actually im not really keen on horror movies bcos im always so very scared :~
u know the japanese horror 'Kakashi'? i think thats the name..
i switched off the whole movie after only 5 mins..i really *'bui tahan' la
but sometimes its out of curiousity that i watch n now its bcos its KOREAN that im watching
and i happen to like 'The Phone' and 'Tale of 2 Sisters' hehe...
*bui tahan (hokkien+malay) = cannot stand/cant take it

oh yeah forgot to tell tim...im watching Doll Master..
don ask me what its about cos im trying hard not to pay attention..aiyoooooooo...
and tis is also why im babbling here...to divide my attention when things get really scary :p
anyone watched tis?? if yes pls tell me the ending so as to lessen my scariness..uuhhhh....
why is the room getting colder n colder leh???? oh oh...my air-cond :p

ah btw..did i tell ive made up my mind on my shinhwa concert?
haha yes...im definitely 120% going ^^ yes ! yes ! yes !
hmm...some of u may ask why i like to use 120% instead of 100%
hahaha bcos someone uses it too ^^ ♡♡

bb was talking about 'fan-mories' today
so lets just see if i get into her 'mori-es' hahahaha
oh..mori..for those of u who may not know...
mori means 'head' or 'brain' or 'hair' in korean..
haha why so many meaning for one word?
errrr....mmm....well let me just briefly explain what i know..ok?
should there be any korean sister thats reading tis pls do correct me if im wrong..

mori...means..ok here goes...
'ohhh~~ne mori' = ohhh~~my head - normally used when someone has a headache
'mori oppso??!!' = no brain??!! - haha tis normally used when u feel angry n in tis case u can also say 'no head?!' but it will sound weird la :p
'wah..gu-eui mori ga yeppuda' = was..his hair so nice - hahahaaha

ok ok...think i should get back to the movie...its getting not so scary now...

annyong~




Friday, August 04, 2006

shaking hands with him ~@@~

i shook his hand before !!!!

ok ok..i know i shouldnt be bragging but i did !!! not once but FEW times ! kakaka
*yokee u better stop b4 u get eggs thrown at u...AGAIN !*

remember i told the first time i did i din wanna let it go? phew~!

anyway evbody saw the short clip? its from a tv segment intro-ing the 24 hour program thingy
he was shaking hands with the lady.
who is she ah? saw her before but cant remember who she is :p



look at this capture...what do u see??






he is holding her hand with BOTH his hands !
aaarrrrggghhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!

looking green feeling green turning green going green I AM GREEN !!!

*sigh sigh sigh*







when can i ever shake hands with him like that???
or will ever get to shake his hand again???



anyway...back to 'reality'.......*wake up yokee! wake up !!*

told u i wasnt 'too happy' with how he looked previously during Gosireh's opening nite
wonder if this was taken on the same day....







please~
my dear YJ nim

please do get some rest

용준님 건강 많이 조심하고 잘 쉬세요~

잘 자요~
goodnite~

where shall i sit?

ok i think im almost 120% certain to go for shinhwa's concert in spore ^^
hv yet to tell my boss but who cares?
i tell him AFTER i get the tixs bwahahahaha :p

anyway...i finally get to see the seat layout of the stadium



i'll skip the most exp standing area since i don think i can stand together with all the youngsters jumping up n down.
it'll be really *'kan kor' also i know :p

then i don think i wanna be seated behind the standing area.
so that leaves only the dark green area for me.
though i don think i can see their pretty faces from there but at least i can be more *'shue fook' and get to enjoy the whole stage...*'betul tak'? hehehe

so spore sisters who are going...any suggestion?
since its a stadium the seats should go 'slanting upwards' rite?
eerrrr..is tis how u describe it ah?
how far is that green area from the stage? 100m?

*kan kor (hokkien)= san fu (canto) sing ku (mand)....difficult
*shue fook (canto) = comfortable
*betul tak? (malay) = ngam bo? (hokkien) dui ma? (mand)....correct or not?


bwahahahahahahahahaha !!!
*boing*


Wednesday, August 02, 2006

again a mix of evthing...

first...im shovelling this from bb's blog







bcos the words are too small i cant really read...i 4 eyes liao u know? :p
but here's what i CAN see...
from top left clockwise : Seo Ki Ha, ??, Joo Moo Ji, ??, Su Ji Ni, Su, Dam Tuck

bb said she dunno where the pics originated from but i think they may be from some chinese site...i dunno...so i checked with the k sisters. thing is..they also dunno but they think the costumes don look korean..hmm....

now...shinhwa..again...

aiyo sorry la...i somehow got undecided..dilemma lor...
especially when someone...said she got the bkk tickets. it almost got the heart out of me !
then i check with my dear tigger n she said that someone is pulling my leg :p
hahaha u got me there my dear twin. 'hak ngor yat thiu tim' ^^

so i ask another dear sister of mine..inneke (should u not know her..she's my other twin from indo^^)
shinhwa in bkk 3500baht. KL-BKK flight RM600
shinhwa in spore $168. KL-Spore bus RM160-200

see...??? so...???
so...inn said..SPORE ! actually i really wanted to go bkk cos i REALLY wanna eat thai *tomyam tomyam tomyam*
and....i wanna go where my shin goon went in bkk hehehehe ^^

sigh~ but wattudo??? have money will fly. in my case...no money no fly !
wahhhh sob sob sob...
but ok..spore also can la got sisters there also mah rite? am i welcome?? ^^

then there was this particular topic in today's local news.
Offbeat questions catch bigwigs off-guard
so i just wonder what kind of offbeat questions to ask our beloved man and how he will answer ^^

u hv any offbeat question for him?


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

its not about 1 not 2 but 6 guys !


6 guys

who call themselves

신화 Shinhwa






i din wanna talk about tis...as yet..
but marissa mentioned it in liezle's blog tis morning...
wanted to answer her straightaway but then again..it'll be 'violating' liezle's hanker hahaha
sorry ah liezle...mianhae~

shinhwa 2006 state of the art asia tour



first there were rumors that they r coming to KL
but i knew it was really just rumors cos some relevant sources told me about the 'difficulties' of getting them in here :p ahh~ i gave up la

anyway...at first i was thinking of going for the bangkok gig which is gonna be on coming 19th
its 3500baht n i think its reasonable for their kind of class (oh~ @@~)
and of cos the chance to meet my dear tigger too...
but then it would mean flying out to bkk which i don think i can afford to fly at the moment.

so i tot i better wait for spore. i just saw some ticket info somwhere n it cost $168.
it kinda fits my budget for the moment cos i can just take a bus down south. if no good souls wanna take me in for the nite then i can just stay by the Lion for the nite b4 i board the bus back home the next day hahahahahaha *hint hint*

oh...talking nonsense again...*dush hit yokee on the head*
anyway..i hv yet to get any concrete info yet re: the concert
if any spore sis out there who's interested can u pls kindly let me know?
then..i can decide to go or not.



marissa..u serious on tis? anyone out there interested in tis too?